I must admit it’s been a
while that I posted on my blog. It wasn't that I don’t want to write,
it’s just that I had to take a leave from certain things including writing so
that I can rediscover myself. For a moment, I lost sight of my vision and I was
in a search for motivation. I once mentioned in one of my old post that life is
filled with challenges of varying degree. But in my search for motivation, I
discovered something which I want to share. As I write this post, I remember
those moments that I was down, stressed up & almost losing it. I remember
those bizarre moments in which all I thought of was survival. I remember those
hurtful moments that I kept telling myself “Blessing, this is not who you are,
there’s more to your life which surpass what you are facing right now, just
hang in there & you’ll come out stronger”.
Don’t get me wrong, it’s
not as if I was in a very big mess & neither was I involved in a scandal.
But I was tempted. There’re a lot of time that the only thing I saw were
opportunities to do wrong things. I faced the choice of abandoning my dreams,
hope & aspiration for something ephemera. It was a battle I had to first of
all fight inside my soul because those ephemera things were indeed attractive.
I nearly give in but the thoughts of my vision held me back. It was as if
I was hearing a voice reminding me constantly of who I am and what I was made
for. As I take time to reflect on the voice I realized it was the voice of my
inner man (some people called it the subconscious) reminding me of my vision.
Wow, I guess I just discovered something spectacular about vision. So I began
to speak to myself the thing I heard. I did this continually for months until I
revamped myself. I can boldly tell you now that I’m over those bad
moments. Although