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IN MY SEARCH FOR MOTIVATION...


I must admit it’s been a while that I posted on my blog. It wasn't that I don’t want to write, it’s just that I had to take a leave from certain things including writing so that I can rediscover myself. For a moment, I lost sight of my vision and I was in a search for motivation. I once mentioned in one of my old post that life is filled with challenges of varying degree. But in my search for motivation, I discovered something which I want to share. As I write this post, I remember those moments that I was down, stressed up & almost losing it. I remember those bizarre moments in which all I thought of was survival. I remember those hurtful moments that I kept telling myself “Blessing, this is not who you are, there’s more to your life which surpass what you are facing right now, just hang in there & you’ll come out stronger”.
Don’t get me wrong, it’s not as if I was in a very big mess & neither was I involved in a scandal. But I was tempted. There’re a lot of time that the only thing I saw were opportunities to do wrong things. I faced the choice of abandoning my dreams, hope & aspiration for something ephemera. It was a battle I had to first of all fight inside my soul because those ephemera things were indeed attractive. I nearly give in but the thoughts of my vision held me back.  It was as if I was hearing a voice reminding me constantly of who I am and what I was made for. As I take time to reflect on the voice I realized it was the voice of my inner man (some people called it the subconscious) reminding me of my vision. Wow, I guess I just discovered something spectacular about vision. So I began to speak to myself the thing I heard. I did this continually for months until I revamped myself.  I can boldly tell you now that I’m over those bad moments. Although 

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